The Counselling view ...

apparently I chose to keep the curtains closed ... and all that my sister relayed from her bereavement counselling is indicative of how those of us who apparently
 seek attention from this... 

There is much in this already had in this passage of sub life... 

I have more deep rooted things to think about than whether to deliberately leave the curtains shut or not to seek attention ... ! I only stretch out if I will leave my daughter before my real time, in such a could be fleeting millisecond with the way I can go back to those silent days of speaking to no one my innermost ...  

I have never told everything ... for it would never be understood or perceived, as is proven with so much already ...